Monday, August 13, 2007
man i carn stand those ppl who study dumbly! n study fer LONGLONG hrs n gt NTH into d head..gosh..all those studying r freakin mii out! study smart pls wor!
menses ish lyk killing mii..ouch awhle..den ok..den ouch agn..damnit! tmr wont b gng fer s&w..bt i'll be dere..to hab my attendance marked..my s&w attendance ish reali bad..
TPS presentation! its finally over! yeah! was..erm..okok [ly] done nahh..i speak damn fast! lyk bullet train..n i was trembling! lol..damn funni..well..all of us were a lil frightened..even bell..LOL..so adorable..bt we finally gt it over n done wib! heehee..well done guys! all our effort our hardwork..ish worthwhile..wahahaha! i reali hab fun workin tgt wib u guys!
went to skol early in d morning todae..had cramp..was walkin along d pavement wib sam tokin n her bf called..was angry..cuz sam din reply his msg..onli 1 msg noe..den he lyk quite angry ledi..den i told sam..den liDdat i can b very angry le nor..cuz i send so mani msg to darling in d morning bt he oso nvr reply..hahaha! bt NO LA!!! i wont b angry wor!!! i noe darling slping..n ish a slpyhead..LOL..muaCkxmuackx..kissy kissy! aft skol..bell n lyn came over my place to watch men in white! was so hilarious though i watched it lyk 3 tyms ledi..i LOVE ah ling [ah long] n ah hip ah hop! damn cute! hahaha..dey went off n darling ply maple at my place..while i slack arnd..slp n watch men in white wib ah bi! LOL..4th tym..bt still v funnie! n den nehh..went to kovan..acc darling to look fer bag n shoe bag..lol..still in d process of searching..n den went fer dental appt..OUCH MAN!! bt i gt my teeth all CLEAN! i gt a pretty dentist to help mii wib all tt! i nit to go back to cover up d holes in my teeth..LOL..n mayb in oct to do some gum treatment..n its 80buCkx wor!!! clapclap..bt its okie la..hahaha! mummy pay ma..>.<..
came back happi..cuz i had darling d whole dae! wahahhaha! bt tmr cnt le..i release at 4pm..sad..nvm nah..darling might b gng to queenstown go shopping! LOL..happi shopping neh! muaCkx!!!
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alryte..im drinkin ginger tea now..my cramp ish ouching mii..iLove u darling! no use saying how sorrii im ledi..cuz i've said it too much..n u hab heard it too much! guess deres some illness gng on in our relationship now..[jealousy kills]..major..its cuz of mii..i noe i noe..wahahaha!! darling..im so overly sensitive..n im throwing all my tantrum at u..spilling all my shit to u..bt u're taking all of them in..lyk i told u tis few daes..u reali v teng wo..bt im lyk takin it fer granted..n i can see u're nt reali happi bout it ledi..n esp at tis period wen im habing pms..u're still so patient wib mii..thank u..
we're tgt fer nearly 9months ledi..tym jus fly liddat..i love u..u love mii..we love each other reali much..we noe it in our hearts very very well..we gone thru alot tgt..up n down..happi sad things..angry disappointment..stuff we carn gt even, carn gt to agree on..bt we sloved it..we found solution n we r happi nw..n now a prob pops up n darling ish trying so hard to gt things ryte n ok agn..im sorri tt i had been v stubborn v shitty..bt u still put in effort to help n reali wanna gt thing back to how it was..thx u..i wont gt influenced n i wont gt affected by wht random ppl sae..trust ish nt in dem yet..how much can i believe..some r jus random stuff tt dey add in to spice up everything..n make mii more angry..ilove my current frenz nw..dey're reali great..dey hear mii dey try to help mii..dey're reali nice! wht dey sae i take into consideration..bt i nvr tink thru..tts how useless my brains gt wen things r gng too well fer mii last tym..i reali miss cheryl alot! bt she gt her own frenx nw..so its alryte..argh..how come dere r so much conflicts..sometyms i jus wanna end everything..lyk *TICK* switch off..a moment of silence..every1 GONE! bt tink agn..NAH..i carn gt every1 to dissappear..i love them too much! if i sae i hate u..pls..be thxful ledi..cuz if i hate u..it means i still care bout u tts y i hate u! it has been awhle since i hab emo [ness] does tt mean d past mii ish comin out agn?! no man! i seriously hope tt it wont eva happens..cuz recent months i hab been so happi..web darling n frenz..i forgt i was once liDdat..i miss huiyu oso..she ish d 1 who told mii tt..if u hate some1 means u still care bout tt some1..if nt y waste ur tym hating tt person..might as well jus leave it..don care..treat it s nth had happened n tts it..shes reali a close fren to mii..bt well..its all in d past..i seriously hope i don make anymore foes/ enemies or wateva tt makes my life yucky..wateva i hab done wrong in d past..im saying a BIG SORRY to u guys..n hope u guys will forgive mii..esp huiyu, my cousin n my darling! i love u guys..i love whoeva tt ish caring fer mii..thank you!!!!
a song i love recently..some parts of d lyrics..words highlighted ish wht i reali wanna sae to darling! i was scared..bt nw im nt..scold mi fer being foolish..
Tested And True
Superstitions aren't meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
You're probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?
Is it over, over?
Are we fading?
I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don't seem to matter
My words don't seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you're running to
But my words don't seem to matterI'd rather have you tested and true
Now you've had your chance
So lets try my way, it's my day
To show you what you're missing, turn around
And feel the winds of change upon your face again
The warm breath of your closest friend
I'm waiting, I'm waiting
I'm scared we'll fall apart tonight
Under the moonlight
Under the moonlight
I'm scared we'll never make it right
Under the moonlight
Under the moonlight
Take my hand and hold it tight
Hold it tight
sEen thRu 10:01:00 PM
