Monday, September 18, 2006
well..wht can is sae..its all abt mii n him..we broke off jus todae..guess wht..he ish a cheater..he bloody cheated on mii..i super tired of da whole story..can go visit cheryl's(my baO bei nueR) blog..she hab every detail inside..
in every relationship..im always da 1 hurting d other party..i feel so damn bad..bt tis tym round..da break up makes mii both happi n sad..happi cuz..finally..some1 hurt mii..n tt i can understand how dey feel when i hurt them..sad cuz im kinda into him..n reali disappointed tt a man actualli did tt to mii..it reali made mii change my perspective towaRds man..well..mayb onli to certain man..
how do i put it..wheneva i tink baCk..wht he said to "flora"..it makes mii wanna cry..reali reali wanna cry..my heart jus hab tis feeling tt its stabbed thru by a knife or smth..it twisted..n made it feel so sour..i don lyk tt feeling..when i recall him saying..nope i hab no gf fer a long tym..tt makes mii wanna cry even more..though i told cheryl tt im onli plying arnd in tis relationship..bt it somehow seems tt i've put a lil mii inside tis relation..y ish tt so..even now when im typing..i so feel lyk crying..a mixture of alot of different feelings..i jus wan a hand to reach out to mii n tell mii everything ish gonna b okie..i acted tough..bt whts da use..im a gerl..
well..since he ish da 1st man to make mii cry in a relationship..he will b da 1st man to hab his life lyk a living hell..wait n see..cursing will do da trick?! nt so much..action saes everything..
im gonna let him noe wht hell ish lyk..i wan him to take baCk his words.."gerls deserved to b plyed arnd"
watch ur baCk dude..im comin after u..
*winK
sEen thRu 10:47:00 PM