baCk frm maLaysia..quite fun lar..bT nth much lo..
yesterdae went back at abT 4pLus..daRn tired..soOo slpt all e way..reaCh at abT 6pLus..went temple 1st..gt a red bLessin frm buddha..den loOks like indian..loLx..den went bacK oLd hse to hab diNner..gT baby dere..damN cute sia..like b4..my cousin din tok to mi..left mi shattered..haiZ..bt i promised nt to break down even if she's nt dere fer mi ledi..den went ah yi's hse..her daughter's wedDin the dae after..sTayed overnite dere..waTch animation..bt den toOo tired..canT concentrade..den finaLli went slp..in air con rm..darn coLd sia..canT tahan..den go livin rm slp on soFa..loLx..den 6 plUs wake up..my aunt n uncle ledi woke up liaox..den i go my jie's rm..she still slpin..den i slp wib her..much warmer dere..den slp till 8pLus..shower..dreSs up..den groom came..he keNa aLotx frm e bride's sisTas sia..which is us..hahahahax..den gt ang baos..foLlow bride all e way to JB cuz her husband's hse dere..aGain sLp while were travellin..1hr pLus..den reaCh ledi..eaT..waiT..waIt..tok tok..den went temple nearby..smokey sia..bT vVVvv nice..den went to e hab diNner..so mani ppL..den mi my sista n cousin kena saBo to go up sing..den sing lo..haiZ..den ate ice cream..watT i like is tT..my dad's mum n father comin out..somemore somemore..my mum's mum comin out oSo..wow..gt a wk of gD food liaox..muahahahahahahahahahahax...din manage to see a.Zai..actualli..he asked mi out fer tea..bT i cant go..so toO bad..i even asKed him to come out singapore sia..bT toO bad again..he cant...

haiZ..donNo y tired tired recently..boThered by my cousin stuff sia..haiZ..she din want to tok to mi..watT to do!!! aLamak..im jus a failure larx..suicide is jus a way to tell god tT he cant fire mi cuz i quit..i reaLi feel like quitin sia..mayb being a ghost will b betTa..ARGH...haiZ..how can such an impt persoN walk ouT ob my life liDdat?? soBbx..tis yr aint a gd yr sia......watT a beginnin...saDded sia..she gonNa hate mi foreva..i jus know it..failure failure..if im a mute..will tis happen? if im nt even here..things wont happen..ryte...haiZ.....confuseD fer some of e stuff..mayb its nt e time fer mi to tink of it nw..bt im startin to regrett..my gosh..watT the hell is wrong wib mi..jus gimme a knife..tT will end all.......

sEen thRu 1:25:00 PM