hmmm..
~shLd i b loOkin fer loVe aGain..oR shld i waiT fer it to come?
~shLd i gif up tis distance reLationship?
~will i be aBle to gif up tis reLationship?
~watT is his feeLings?
~how couLd i noe his feeLing?
~how is he wiTh his gaLfren reCently..
=im jus an extra thing/object in his life..=

haiZ..bOthered..trouBled..doNno watT to do..
how can i noe his feelings? how..i reaLi donNo..he is so faR awaY..n im here..no way we can contaCt eaCh other ..hadnt played bBall fer a loNg lonG time..izZit becuz i wanNa forgt e happi times when we pLayed bBall together? the time when i waTch him played bBall match with his fellow paLs..the time when he teaChes mi? i reaLi doNno..we'r impossible..even in moi dreams..nTh gd can fall oN mi..basicalli nth..i've gt nTh..nO knowlegde..nO beauty..no figure..no taLent..no nth.....im jus an anGel frm hell..eaRth may nt be aBle to acCept tis kinda nonsense in here..so where do i belong? heaven? earTh? hell? or jus nowhere? whose heart can fit mi in?

sEen thRu 12:50:00 PM