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19junE90`
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daRk Chocolate.fOod.fRenz.muSic.wArmth.huGgies n kiSses.daRk clouDs formin.
hAte
animaLx.smokeR.biTter sour n spicy fOod.noiSy n crowded plAces.distUrb during my slp.coLdneSs
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nowadaes i reaLi don unDerstand myseLf ledi..y do i feLt soOo saDdx? i usE to teLl <> to b independent..dOn rely on pPl sOo much..bT wen i turn arOund n taKe a peEk aT myself..i find tT..im e 1 Relying on the oTher persOn..vVvvVv muCh..my feelinGs canT b desCribe bY worDs..i reaLi canT find............soMething to repLace the perSon..maYb its e wroNg decisiOn..mayB i doN deserVe tT kinDa treaTment..hahax..mayB i M to b lidDat baX..i ouGht to aPologise to aLot aLot aLot of pPl..i hurT theM faR more den they haD..to mi..when i heaRd frm him..iTs like eveRything faLl..mY feelings wenT down to the lowerest..i daRe nt loOk up..i faLl..my heaRt faLl..n bRoke inTo pieCes..n sOme pieCes shaTtereD..i dId nt maNage to find e pieCes..n sOoo..my hearT is leFt wiF a biG big hoLe..n hahax..i broUght it upoN myseLf..toO foOlisH..duMb..bT nO poiNt tokin abT tis now aLreaDi..hahax..haI~...reaLi now..i cant lauGh ouT..im lack of bLood now..iTs driPping down..sLowly..life is drifTin awAy sLowly...i maY nt b as cHeerfuL as im..my life is a paRt of e draMa..aCting is cruciaL in my life..n im nt a gD aCtreSs..dO i reali nit to trUst pPl?? caN they b truSt?? muz i trusT them 1sT befOre they caN?? quesTions r in my braIn..i canT stop tinking..leT mi ouT of there..i caNt live wif it..i waNna crY..bT i canT..my teaRs wonT cum ouT..iTs onli my hearT..bLeedIn insIde of mi...................................................