whOo..gt my pay ledi..bt gueSs wht..im still s poor s a rat..haiyoyoyoyo..I LOST 50BUCKX! fuCkx..50buCks means so much to mii man..aRgh..siCkening..so..im still living under d shadow of poorneSs..T.T..

dar's job at gior ish gonna end real soOn..bout 3/4 more daes..YEAH! so haPpi..how shld i spend d tym wib him nehh..hmm...

my skol ish gonna start oso le..16th..luCkily mummy took my shoe to fix ledi..heehee..bt im gonna buy one more blaCk sneakers..shall mummy fer money..T.T..[[stinginess strike]]..hmm..hopefulli can gt a great deal of frenz dere..wahahaha..though its onli one yr..bt den i still hope tt i can gt lots of frenz la..tiny weeny scared..

actualli tis few daes jus quite sad bout d 50buCks i lost..n nt sure whether i can stay overnite fer d bbq nt..I REALI WANNA STAY..T.T...

sEen thRu 11:18:00 AM

wahahah..start of d wk..was FREAKIN HOT!!! 5##&%(&^*$*@ sia la..how can d weather b so god damn hot sia..

okie okie..went to eat wib dar's family ytd [[sundae]] i tot its onli his mum..bt turn out to b his ah ma, uncles n da gu..sia la..stunt..though i saw them during cny..bt den to hab BIG FAMILY DINNER wib them ish still kinda stressing fer mii..haha..bt den it turn out to b okie la..cuz onli dar's mum n darling tokin to mii..phew..aunite keep putting food on my plate..majiam i eatin mix veg rice liDdat..haha..BUT..THX AUNTIE!!

todae..went to lOOk fer dardar..on d way dere..deres tis grp of muds..wanna trip mii..mother fucker..don let mii see u guys agn man...stupid muds..hmm..a qn makes mii wonder..y r they..ALL liDdat..do dey hab brains? or dey r jus so dumb to even realise tt dey hab a brain up dere..or izzit as small as a pea..tt dey din notice tt..its their fuckin brain..im so damn pissed off la..n its frm _uying sec..wht kinda educator dey hab wht kinda students dey produce..

tt lil thing can make mii vvvvvvvvv pissed off..well..shldnt gt so angry..cuz nt reali worth it ehh..wahahahhahaha..

im haPpi agn..MUAHAHAHAHAHAX..stayin @ hme ish kinda boring..bt suits mii v well..cuz im lazy..lol..now..i hope tt whteva misunderstanding any1 hab fer any1..dey can b resolved..n b v peaceful agn..yeahh..tts my biggest wish nw..

as fer my darling..don worry bout mii kkz..i'll take gd care of myself d..bt upon seeing tt u worry fer mii so muCh..im reali v haPpi..^^..thx u darling..muaCkx..n..don worry too much bout future stuff..we shld treasure nw..bt lOok forward to future..muahahaha..muaCkx..don worry k..lyk i sae..EVERYTHING CAN B SOLVED..wahahaha..peace peace..darling i love u!!! muaCkx..


sEen thRu 6:50:00 PM

whoOo..i dreamt tt i went to a wedding dinner wearing sportswear..tts so lame man..other den tt..i forgt d rest of d dream le..LOL..anyway..i feel so happi nw..cuz its SATURDAE!!!

heres how i feel in a wk--->

mOndae:: VERY HAPPI
tueSdae:: STILL QUITE HAPPI
wEdneSdae:: HAPPI
thuRsdae: NT REALI HAPPI
fRidae:: SAD
sAturDae:: FREAKIN HIGH N HAPPI
sunDae:: HIGH N HAPPI

so..tis ish how i feel everydae..thurs n fri nt happi cuz GT TUITION!! i don lyk tuition!!! so d dae aft tuition..which ish sat..I'LL B FREAKIN HAPPI!!! whOoohoo..

lOokin forward to 7th!!! d bbQ!!! hope i can stay over..hope n pray..>.<..pls pls pls pls pls pls pls............

sEen thRu 11:59:00 AM

went to Singapore Discovery Centre todae wib dar, rene, yinG, tinG n ber..was vvvvvvvvvvv fun..esp d lil george [[ d robot dere]]..donno i shld sae d robot ish clever or dumb..lOL..bt waS god damn funni la..den we plyed a game call "haRmony" so mani tyms..cuz we wanted to break d high score..bt in d end aft rounDs of d game..we find it too boring..cuz tt guy reali speak damn s....l..o....w...l....y...so we gave up n went to tok to lil george agn..gueSs wht..lil george's dad ish call papa george n mum call mama george..how dumb ish tt..LOL..@ 1st wen we reaChed d SDC..its as though we booked d whole place..deres onli us n 2 ang mo guys dere...COOL EHH..its lyk d place belong to us..lol..bt overall was vvvv fun..lol..went t o arena place to ply..arcade n billard..i don lyk d place..so mani ppl smoking..eeee..den went to hab dinner at jurong point..had MOS burger..den went hme..on d way hme..had fun wib dar oso..doNNo y we were giggling all d way baCk hme..wahahahahha..most enjoyable dae todae..wahahahhaha..muaCkx..daR i love u!!!! nxt meet up will b on d 7th..BBQ~~~god bless tt i can stay overnite..

tiS comin sundae..yuying BAND concert wib weStwind [[pro band]] @ bukit batok CC..at round 6pm..JIA U JIA U..syf comin le..all d best peEpx..

i gt no money!!!! im sososososo broke! when will my pay come?!?!?! i wanna go eat chompchomp..i wanna eat sakae..i wanna buy bag..i gt lots of stuff i wanna do..[[actualli nt alot of stuff..i jus wanna sae..LOTS OF STUFF!]] LOL..dar's pay comin so soOn le lar...envious..hmph..nvm..i'll slowly wait..alamak..skol reopening on 16apr!! jia u jia u..learn all my maths n den go retest n gt into poly!!! JIA U JIA U!!!

dardar dardar!! love u d nehh..pls rest well ar..drink more water..ltr ur ulcer conquer ur whole mouth den u noe ar..gt med jiu put med ba..hurry recover!!! n ur tummy pain pain..go see a doc if it still carries on kkz..MUZ tc of urself ar!!!! loveSss..


sEen thRu 12:41:00 PM

sEen thRu 7:43:00 PM

don tok to mii abt skol..

i noe i noe..u guys r great..so damn great..bt so wht..im mii..myself..i don nit all ur comments n bullshit..shut ur fat arse up n keep d shit to urself..fuCker..don add up to my troubles..i gettin white hairs all over mii..-_-..

i noe i noe..i'll study hard..dar ish workin hard..i carn slack off lidDat..I NOE!!! its all d thing call responsibility..n its god damn heavy..bt nvm..i noe..its my fault k..my fault fer nt studying well during sec skol..i donno how to satisfy u..bt onli study nw..im sorry..

phew..catchin up wib frenz?! nah..haben even heard frm them lately..sOoner or later i'll hab zhi bi zheng le..LOL..sec skol frenz..haben been catchin up wib them..pri skol frenx..hai hao la..ah lee ask whether wanna go sing..bt damn it..its on fri..i gt tuition..so sorri gerls!!! nxt tym eh..gotto do something to catch up wib my jie mei dey all ryte..so plan tis comin sundae go chompchomp eat..phua haben confirm yet..bt darren n ah jas onz le..gonna ask dardar ltr..wahahahaha..

its raining heavily now...n its 12.12am..dar haben knock off [[due to stock takin in d store]]..haiish..xin ku ni le..dar don gt caught in d rain neh..muaCkx..

i ate 3 bowls of rice todae..hmmm..mayb cuz parents r in d living rm wib mii..thus makin mii a lil foul mood..tts y i ate so much..had mango todae too..wow..shi suan d lo..bt still its nice..urrmm...

hope dar hurry knock off..wan him to go hme rest..

SINGAPORE DISCOVERY CENTRE TRIP on THURSDAE OH!!!! kinda excited..hahaha..gng wib dardar, rene ying n ber..whoOohoo..will b a fun trip..wahahahahha..lOOkin forward!

sEen thRu 12:18:00 AM

sEen thRu 12:25:00 AM

i sat @ mcdonald..opp mii was jOn..n i was staRing at him..nt much tym left..i had nt much tym left to look at him liDdat..

i sound as if im dying..BUT NO!!!!! im nt..okkie..haha..cuz dar gng army le la..so..nt much tym to look at him le..dardar so kawaii..muaCkx..

went to sci centre ytd..whoOohoo..i gt a KID ticket..3buCks..was so damn cheap la..onli dar paid 6buCks..OLD MAN..lol..kiddin la dar..muaCkx..den jalan inside..ws quite a fulfiling 1..LOL..btw..brought ah bi along..muahaha..aft which..mii n dar left fer marina sq..to meet up wib sheue lee, kaiwei n jasmine..LOL..long since i seen them..whOoohoo..ate yuki yaki..lots of crap..n amazingly..im d one who aint full..HOW COME?! actualli i wasnt full even aft i had fruits..i jus feel bloated..bt nt full lei..haiyoyo..shld hab gobble some meat down..LOL..had fun wib them..haha..nxt tym go out agn k gerls..^^..

woke up late todae..round 10plus..den ar..heard jie sae "waaa..so mani eggtarts" den suddenly felt v hungry..LOL..so i woke up..to eat d eggtart..LOL..hungry pig man..lol..den leii..watch tv..i watched pokemon, spongeBOB, pucca and i forgt 1 more cartoon le..watch hana kimi..den went to compass..on my way dere ar..gt one MAN..round 30 odd yrs old..shit in his pants..OMG..N HE STAND BESIDE MII..BESIDE MII!!!!!!! i was lyk..half dead when i reach compass..den i keep smelling myself..donno whether i smell lyk shit nt..OMG..lucki he alight at hougang mall dere..PHEW..den reach compass top up my ezlink..[[haiish..so fast finish..yawn..]] den went to buy pen n calculator..cost mii quite alot..n i came to d point, n realise tt i onli had 60 odd bucks left..WHOOOHOO..den met dar..ate mac..stare at him..v cute..hahax..dar gt muscle ache..at his arm..awww..ke lian le dar..hurry recover k..tongtong fei zou le..muaCkx..

oh ya..deres tis brides matchmaker centre @ my hse dere..kaO..freakin weird ehh..y tis area man..where dere r 2 skols here..wanna affect those kids here ar..haiyo..its call..yiyuan vietnam brides matchmarker..LOL..fuckin funnie..

ARGH!!!

i shivered down every mouth of chi med..its...eeeeeeeeky..

freakin bitter..

shiver shiver

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exactly 1 more month till dar's army thingi..T.T..i'll miss u..

sEen thRu 9:44:00 PM

see..so cute ryte..muahahaha..

sEen thRu 11:04:00 PM

sEen thRu 4:19:00 PM

i saw fireworks..


yeah..



i noe im bullshitting..


muahahahahhaa
ouch..

sEen thRu 6:07:00 PM

posted to bishan campus..event management..haha..went to resgister todae..quite a nice skol..bt anyway..im onli gonna study dere fer 1 yr..provided i pass my O lvl maths n science..goD bleSs mii..i wanna buy d maroon colour uni..tts freakin nice la!!!! whoOo..wanna buy black heels oso..bt due to PE. which i hated most..i muz buy flat sole d wor..muahahahha..



bt now..most impt thing..ish my retest fer maths n sci..haiish..mummy sae i gotto put more tym in my studies..which i tink so too..jia u ba..zixin..hopefulli pass my maths n meet d criteria to go to event mag in poly too..fer fashion n design wise..i'll do it when i hab a stable job..moreover tts onli my interest..well..event mag ish also my interest..bt it hab better chance of making more money..LOL..w/o money..d world carn turn..ryte..nw..everything ish abt money..n i hab a target..an aim to hit..20k aint a small amt..bt still its a promise made..promise aint fer u to break..its fer u to filful..so..i'll try my best to filful tis promise within 6yrs..jia u jia u!!!



dar gng to army le..vvv sOOn..bt oso in a whiles tym..he'll b out of army..2yrs will pass..n its tt quickly..n i'll b still studying..if calculate d yrs i study..now 17..let sae i can go to poly nxt yr..i'll b 20yrs old wen i finish poly..den further on studies [[if i can]] university..i'll b 23 when i complete my studies..whOOo..6yrs..while waiting fer dar..to finish his nS..fer him to find a job..fer him to continue doin his part tym studying..6yrs will pass..seems so quickly huh..LOL..well..my dae passes real quickly..morning wake up round 11..den eat..use comp ledi 2plus 3..den eat lunch wib dar by d tym round 6..go hme watch tv..at nite slp..tts my dae..so lifeless..haiish..mummy sae..cannot liDdat le..muz slp early..study well..hmm..tts kinda healthy too huh..LOL..haO ba..i'll try to stick to tt 1st..again..god bless mii..



few pics wanna upload..LOL..sab..u saw ur name?! y r u dere?!??!?!?!

skol clerk needed..whOOo!!!!! skol's so lousy tt even d clerk went off.alamak..

sEen thRu 11:53:00 AM

my shoe..haha..actualli i jus wanna upload some pics lo..at hme v sian d leii..LOL..peaCe..no more earthquak le plS..

sEen thRu 3:12:00 PM

::4th maRch::
went to zoo bright early in d mornin..we hab..excited lil cheryl..in slp mood darren..video gerl jasminE..toilet kinG jonathAn and v noiSy vicky..we walked n seen almost everything in d zoo..n found out..it wasnt v big..LOL..d map was a fake man..had fun n gain some knowledge..LOL..den went off round evening tym..went to dar's hse to hab dinner..nt wib his parents..bt onli mii n him..auntie went to hab dinner wib her mummy..

haD a small quarrel wib dar..doNno ish quarrel or misunderstanDing..or miscommunicAtions..haiish..hadnt been having great mood recently le..den finaali ytd broke down..bt onli fer awhle..dar still wanna see my face [[aft i cry]] hmph..bt in d end..it was peaCe agaIn..

::5th maRch::
woke up at 1pm..woke dar up at 8.35am..n fell baCk aslp till 1pm..clapclap..bt i still felt vvv tired..sia la..WHY?! hmmm..den sheue lee msg mii..gt quite a shock..din expect her msg..since she ish still skoling..n will b habing her Os tis yr..den she suggest gng out wib ouR geRls..well..its kinda long since we met up..tink d last meet up was d k session ba[[last yr]]..LOL..howx r u gerls..miSs u guys loads..

met up wib dar at round 3 liDdat..den went to eat kfC AGAIN..sia la..its either kfc or pizza..bt nvm..i don minD oso..so i told dar abt d meeting up wib pri skol fren..n den he gt angry..which i doNno y..tt reali reali piss mii off a lil..its lyk d continuous of ytd's quarrel liDdat..n i don lyk it..dar sae..y dey so good..over so long le den still contact u..i noe in his mind..he's tinkin.."muz b some guys"..BT DEY R NT..dey r all GERLS!!! WIB BOOBS!!! LONG HAIR!!! [[carn sae long hair..guys oso hab long hair]] ehh..FEMININE!!!! haiiSh..wht hurts mii most ish he don trust my words..why why why..W.H.Y..so it aint a v pleasent dae fer mii..tink slpt lots recently..nvr reali walk or do exercise..i'll gt headache if i sit up frm a slpin position..AH..im so weak..so im feeling kinda wobbly everydae..

everything turns out to b fine in d end..cuz dar apologised..shdnt tink too much abt it oso..bt as long as i noe im nt guilty of anything..i wont gib in..tts mii..i hope eveything in btw us will b clear to each other..so we wont hab to waste our tym on unmeaningful quarrels..i lovE u v muCh..so can u pls trust mi..n cuz of todae's quarrel..we waste kinda lot of food..mostly all mine..LOL..cuz i reali gt no appetite to eat le..so i reached hme hungry..LOL..ate chips..den fell aslp..woke up..went to buy ma sneakers..well..its plain lo..white wib gold strips..tts it..its nt unique or wht la..jus a simple shoe lo..LOL..wanted to but slippers as well..bt carn find anything im fond of..yawn..den walked hme..n guess wht..in my mind..im tinkin..go to mini toons n buy shoe lace..bt when i realise..im walkin hme ledi..how dumb can i gt..aRgh..bluR-neSs..so..had to buy it on d nxt trip out..will i lose my way 1 dae?! i losing my memory o..haiish..

menses ish comin sOOn i guess..habing swinGs v freq..sometyms v haPPi..sometyms v sad..n d tears department ish in chaos..i can cry vvvv easily nwadaes..haha..

yawn..shall stop here..its 11:15pm ledi..n dar haben reply my last msg..yawn..

sEen thRu 10:15:00 PM

whOohoo..rain again todae..so cold la..haiyoyo..anyway..went tuition todae..1st..d cher ish blur..5qns gt round 3 ans wrong d..gt mistakes d..so..it was kinda disappointing..mummy sae he was damn gd..gd? my butt ish better..>.<..den gt tis guy seated behind mi..keep moaning n tokin..moaning as in..he sound vvvvvvvvvvvvv bored n down..den he keep correcting d cher..bastard..so li hai den don tok so much behind mii la..go infront n b d cher la..IDIOT..distrup d class so sosososo damn much..n i tink he ish d cher's son..yawn ness..haiyo..n vvvv no manners..no big no small..he tok to his father lyk tokin to some gangster liDdat..haiyo..smack him man..


mummy todae..1st tym..call dar..ah jon..omg..im so happi man..hahhahaha..sound as if she accepted ledi..haha..jia u lo..dardar..muaCKx..


sundae gng to zoo le..quite excited..cuz 4 adults bringing 1 kid to zoo..>.<..phua..u can buy kid ticket..cheaper..haha..jokin onli ehh..

dardar leg pain wor..xin ku ni le nehh..job ish gonna finish soon le..jia u..tC of yaself too..don eat so much heaty food..drink more water ar..eat when u're hungry k..tC of yaself..i carn b wib u 24/7..so MUZ tc of yaself..kkz..esp when u're gng to army le..inside camp oso muz take good care of yaself k..don injure urself..okkie..don let mosquitoes bite u..i noe u hate itchiness..so..muz tc k..muackxx..

sEen thRu 11:55:00 PM

i hate tuition..


i'll b having tuition tmr..7pm..tutor jus called mii..n he doesnt seem to b sociable..hax..how can i study wib some1 whom aint friendly @ all leii..bt nvm..i shall try..yawn...

sEen thRu 9:58:00 PM