yawn yawn yawn..woke up freakin early todae..[[muz b tinkin y d heck i wake up early fer ryte..fer tis lazy pig lyk mii..cuz i hab a drawing test @bedok ite..farfarfar..tym in bus more den in d skol..]] meimei nvr call mii up..cuz she gt menses cramp..HAHAHAHAX..kkz..don laugh @her..cuz mine will come soOn..muahahahha..den woke up to prepare lo..prepare le..ATE UDON!!!!!!!!!!!! waaa..so nice la..lol..den ehh..go out..wait fer bus..took 854..wa lan eh..so mani ppl..make mii stand at d door dere..kaOx..den gt traffic jam..WA KAO!!! den jam dere..haii wo late fer my test..test starts at 9am..i reached at 9plus..den nearly gt knocked down d stupid taxi..donno how to take ur hand away frm d horn ar..stupid..DUMB! haO ba..i jus wanna sae tt im @ dar's hse..n i gt thru d drawing test..n tt thing tmd scare mii..call mii late..by 3 damn hrs..haiish..bt nvm..at least i gt thru..i told dar man..i sae..if ite oso don wan mii..den im reali useless le..yawn..kkz..i gotto go le..DINNER DINNER..muahahahahhahahahahahahahx....


chill..

sEen thRu 6:56:00 PM

coOl..saw tis phrase in d storybk im readin..it saes "u're so flat, even the walls r jealous of u.." hahahax..coOl..

sEen thRu 9:29:00 PM

yawn..seems to b losing touch wib d peepx..eva since d new yr celebration..nvr reali tok or wht le..LONESOME AR..even phuaphua..has been bz wib her own stuff..haiish..lonely lonely..nw i feel im d outcast..nvm..tried tt once ledi..mayb i can still endure it nw..nvm..we r lonely in d 1st place..ppl come n go..no 1 stays foreva..[[except fer v special ones..]]..so..i shld learn to b independent..haiish..in d end..its still one person..


yawn la..slp my way thru can?! hahax..muz b optimistic..


todae went to compass to wait fer dar's break..gt dere round 1 n a half hr earlier..den stand dere..v bored..so peep at dar work..LOL..so amusing..dardar xing ku ni le..everydae work..reali reali..donno how to express how i feel when i look at u work..bt den i jus feel v touched la..LOL..dar..jia u nehh..lets hit our goal k..muaCkx..


went to borrow bks oso..hopefulli i can finish..den don hab fines eva again..dui bu qi dardar..waste ya 10buCkx...den went hme..saw tis freak..wear white d middle aged man..keep whistling @ mii..den wave at mii..hello..i don even noe who r u..wth ish wrong wib u..wa lan ehh..


went hme jiu watch tv lo..sianz la..my life..its gonna tarnish le..yawn yawn will become my life..

sEen thRu 10:39:00 PM

muahahaha..dar went to ton..so he ish god damn tired nw le..LOL..slp well ba dar..

haiish..

todae's entry ish gonna b short..and boring..


cuz im gonna stop here..


LOL..


buaix..~_~

sEen thRu 10:00:00 PM

20/2/2007..3rd month anniversary todae!!!! whOoohoo..so fast..tym passes so quickly..mii n dar ledi 3 months..tis tym round..everything ish great in tis relationship..im happi being wib him..in fact im beginning to lurve him even more wheneva i tok to him..everytym i see him..its a vvv special kinda feeling..i don gt bored lOokin at him..d way he eat, slp, tok, crap, walk, yawn, sneeze, laugh, smile, frown, fake cry, kiss, hug etc..i hope tis relationship will b vvv strong..

daRdar gng army le..i'll miss u..i'll try my best to forgt abt lonliness..n tink of u everydae..don worry k..hab faith in my love fer u..muahahaha..

while he ish in camp..i'll b studying..i'll do my best oso dar..future ish in my hands..whether i hab a great future depends on tis few yrs..whether in poly or ite..JIA YOU!!!!

todae..went over to dar's place..did some stuff..eat eat..watch tv..den went to meet ying n ber..ying n ber reali a vv cute couple..see d way dey tok to each other..see how dey argue, chase each other..reali v cute n loving..den went vivo walk walk..ate carls jr..was nice..n huge..haha..shared wib dar..cuz ate maggi @ his place le..den walk walk arnd..went to swensens to eat again..ate earthquek..n fondue..i lyk d ice cream..muahahaha..once again..wanna thx dar..he paid fer all my meals todae..muaCkx..xie xie ni dardar..so..i totalli enjoyed myself todae..stickin to dar d whole dae..LOL..frm 1st dae of nw yr..i've been stickin wib dar till todae..LOL..tmr dar gt work..so can onli stick to him during his break..hahax..

one sad news..my relative passed away ytd..shes onli 30 odd yrs old..young lady..noble mother..actualli..shes nt suppose to gib birth to her 4th baby..a gerl..cuz tt'll onli bring her death..bt she insist on gibing birth to her..such noble mother..shes found to hab a weak heart..aft gibing birth to her kid at round 8am..she passed away peacefulli at nite..god bless her soul..in jesus name,amen..u'll b rmb..lurves..

so ppl..treasure now ba..one dae..d person u lurve can jus disappear all of a sudden..so reali..treasure now..im treasuring dardar nw..i wonder wht wud happen if he disappear frm my life..pls don leave mii..muackk

tts all fer todae..bless all..haPpi new yr..

sEen thRu 11:56:00 PM

"seriously a hypocrite.if im a backstabber u r nth better" quoteD frm pearleen's blog..nice sentence..well..if u guys din noe..tis sentence ish abt mii..hahax..arrogant person ish angry..i mayb v qian da now..u may hate mii now..bt i tell u..i don hate u fer sayin tt..cuz if i hate u..i'll b wasting my tym..i don hate u..i don like u..i don even wanna noe u..

ya..i agree im a hypo..i even told cheryl tt im..bt..let mii see..its onli against u..U..ker lian ni..no frenz..no nth..ur life ish onli studies n god..tts y i sae..no life..@ all..b grateful to us tt u can hab a nice tym during ur sec skol..if nt fer us..u will b lyk her..wont b even informed abt class chalet..ha..how pitiful ish tt..outCast..bt wadeva to u now..u r nth to mii..n i shall nt waste my blog space..

1st class of being angry..ish to scold w/o bad words..moron..

sEen thRu 12:51:00 PM

its d 1st dae of new yr..woke up quite early todae..LOL..8plus..shower..den ate breakfast wib family..had mee sua..den aft tt jiu take ang bao..muahahahaha..great sum..^^..aft which i went to prepare to go to dar's hse..and im late..haiish so sorri ehh..auntie kept u waiting..n delaying u guys fer ur lunch..finalli reach dar's hse at 12..sit awhle..jiu head over to his gram's hse..LOL..gram n d da yi were v cute ppl..haha..d lunch at jon's gram's hse made mii tink of d reunion dinner mii n my relatives..we oso hab big table..wib alot of nice food on d table..den my gram n some aunts will b behind..at d kitchen..cookin..while us..d small kidos and man..will b at d living rm..plying..tokin or "drinkin"..bt..nt anymore tis yr..such a sad thing..though i don reali hab feeling fer m'sia nw..bt i still love d atmosphere during cny in m'sia..its jus so nice..lots of laughter..lots of fun..lots of bonding..bt tis yr..im esp[[ly]] greatful to daR..cuz i tot i wud hab to live off cny alone..bt he took care of mii..made mii nt bored and made mii actualli nt to tink abt how we celebrated in m'sia..THX DAR!!! muackx..

so..ate at his gram's hse..den watch tv..den went back his hse..dardaR plyed guiter..omg..so mesmerized by d way he ply n sing along..honestly i used to hate guiter alot..bt now..its reali reali a vvvv different thing fer mii le..dar..hao yang d..shuai o!!!!!! MUACK!!! oh ya..at tt point..i suddenly realise i hab a v talented manly caring n lovely dardar..i definately muz treasure u..n our special relationship..muaCckkx..n i muz sae sorri dardar..always show xiao jie pi qi..bt..its kinda hard fer mii to change nehh..dui bu qi..its my way of getting attention frm u oso..>.<..i try nt to b so petty kkz..bt wht i don lyk..will hardly change..hee..i stick to my own principle..muahahahahhaax..LURVES..

gt 1 present frm dar..its nt wht i tink it ish..bt its wht i guess it will b..its a vvvvvvvvvvvv lovely keychain..dar gt d king..while i gt d queen..it was reali cute..thx dardar..muaCk!!!!!! dar went to exchange clothes todae..he gt a white formal shirt which i lyk vvvvv much..reali..i tink smart casual suit him alot..i jus lyk to see him in collar shirt..LOL..bt dar in long sleeve oso v nice..AHHH!!!! dar zui shuai le la..muaCkkx..

went to watch epic..tt movie todae..was vv funnie..alot lyk scary movie..lame n dumb..lol..vv entertaining..aft movie went hme..cuz dar rushing down fer another movie..norbit..wib ying n ber..muahahaha..dar deserve to enjoy himself..i shldnt tie him down..since its his hols..he shld n muz n deserve to enjoy..so..go ahead ba..enjoy yaself kk..b happi..n dear will b vvvv happi as well..

tmr..2nd dae..will b slackish..cya guys real soOn..^^haPpi new yr..

sEen thRu 11:52:00 PM

finally..its d last dae of work ledi..n im dead beat..bt overall it was quite fun todae..LOL..

yeah..both $8888 and $3888 were given off..bt dey sae..both aunties pick receipts d..haha..bt heck care la..nt my prob..im jus glad tt its all over now..muahahahahahax..

okkie..rmb tt i im pissed abt tis work?! basicalli ish d customers..and who im workin wib..at 1st she was quite nice..bt slowly..she begin to climb over my head..gimmi attitude fer no gd reason..askin mii to go n die..pull my hair..throw pen to mii infront of customers..so..wth ish tt?! u find it v fun?! v entertaining?! well..now i tell u..u completely stepped on my nerves..n im fuckin angry..see..dey sae..u can do alot of gd things to make ppl lyk u..bt once u did smth bad..all d gd images u try to put up will b gone..n tt ish wht happens to u now..well..when we 1st noe u..u don even dare to argue baCk..bt now..u r gibin us attitude..showing ur true self?! tryin too hard to get close to us..we r nt wht u think we r..we r nt as stupid as u tink we r..1st u irritate mii..nw u attitude cheryl..[[who ish kind enuff to help u]]..can u tell mii whether tt ish ryte or wrong fer u to b liDdat?! n..i extremely hate d way u treat customers..now u noe y ppl complain abt u?! cuz u hab d same attitude as ur dad..piece of advice..change ur attitude..or else..it'll still b d same when u work in d future..whether its work..or in skol..its all d same..stop n tink y ppl dislike u..blame urself rather den tryin to push everything to ur god..seriously..wht ish ur prob?! luckii u..i din post it when im fuckin angry tt tym..im calm now..n im askin u to change..fer d better..bt if u insist tt u r ryte..den b it lo..we wont bother..we wont care..its nt our biz anymore..we're thru..thx fer d past..baO zhonG fer d future..it'll all end here..pearleen..


kkz..bad things over..gd things come..tmr meeting dar!!!! whOohoo..he seems v down n tired abt his job..dardaR..pls pls..jia u nehh..i'll b behind u..supporting u all d way..xinG ku ni le..i wish i can do smth to help u nt b so stressed up..T.T..jia u jia u jia u!!!! muackmuackx..
gonna meet up wib dar to go buy shoe!!! yeah..dar buying shoe..while im buying heels..carn wait to see him..i miss u so!!!!!! n im sad tt i carn join u guys fer dinner tt dae..im reali v sad n feel left out..haiish..


thx cheryl..reali lots of thx to her..to agree to help mii out despite d troubles she had..thx lots lots lots..i owe u one man..muahahahahax..we jio our gang go dinner or lunch kkz..muahahahahax..


vvv happi workin wib lilian, baby, siti, mira, vinder and all other securities and tech ppl..u guys hab been great help!!!!!! i'll miss u guys!!!!! all d best in everything u guys do..n i pray fer gd health n safety fer u guys..LURVESS...

now abt myself..i've been feelin quite empty..bt at d same tym i feel happi oso..mixture of feelings..make mii confused oso..bt 1 thing im sure..i lurve dar alot..im vv thxful to cheryl..and wan to spend more tym together wib her oso..n im gonna retake my maths n sci..which i hope i can go to dar's hse to revise..n shun bian acc him..heex..if its possible la..LOL..

phua phua..we shld reali plan a tym n date to go zoo..cuz i reali reali wanna go man..don bring mii to bird park can le..T.T..check out d dates kkz..THX!!!!

advance happi new yr..tC..stay happi heathy n safe..dardar..love ya alotxx..thx fer everything..MUACKXX..chill..

sEen thRu 1:14:00 AM

tmr ish d last dae of work le..YEAH!!!!!! n im having phuAphua here to help mii..eveN more haPpi..muahahahahahahax...thx ehh..^^

new yr comin..1st dae i will wearing white..my dress ish white..my bag ish white..my shoe ish white..ARGH..will it b weird?! hmmm...hopefulli nt..haiish..

lot more to blog in aft my work..reali wanna thx phuA!!!

haiish..todae dar n his gang went to eat..i missed it agn..haiish..i feel so left out..cries..

phuaphuA pei wo..T.T


new yr ish comin..every1..ADVANCE HAPPI CHI NEW YR EHH..

daRdar yo..jiayou jiayoU jiayOu!!!!!!! cheEr up kkz..go pearl centre onli 1 dae..cheEry..MUAcKX..!!! lovEss ya..huGgies..

sEen thRu 10:49:00 PM

haPpi vdae every1..im haPpi..MUAHAHAHAHAHAX..




sEen thRu 11:04:00 AM

v dae comin soOo sOon le..hahaha..mii n dar celebratinG 1dae earlier..hehehehehehehehehehe..


so...tmr i'll b workin morning!!! den go off at 6pluS..muahahahah...haben find d suitable present fer phuAphua yet..hmmm..how?!..nvm larr..slowly find ba..muahahha...gib her nxt vdae haO le..MUAHAHAHAHHAX..

todae at work..was dead boring larr..pearleen went to office to pack those goodie bag..den mii alone downstairs..so..i was spacing out d whole dae..den..sometyms loOk at ma phonE..haha..cuz gt dar's piC..muahahaha..den..space out again..den gt customer come den act vvv enegetic..LOL..customer go onli..i space out again..imagine my idiot face..LOL..

new yr ish comin..YEAH!!!!! money festival..rene..by ryte u shld lurve new yr wht..MONEY FESTIVAL NEH..lol..anyway..my hse gt quite alot of food le..muahahahahah...yea!!!! eat eat eat..


i've ledi decided..i shall b hardworkin..i shall clean my rm n d balcony on 17th feb..muahahahah..which ish d eve of neew yr la..LOL..den my rm will b sparkling clean..whOoohoo..yeayea..i feel lyk takin all my soft toys out nehh..shall ask mummy abt it..hee..

okkie..tink tts all in my mind todae..enjoy vdae peepx..luRvess

daR..advance haPpi valentine's dae nehh..deaRdear luRves u as muCh as u Do..muahahahahha...MUACK!!!

sEen thRu 12:28:00 AM

haiish..well mayB i shld starT wib a haiish..cuz..im quite haPpi..

i did badly fer my Os..i onli haB 1 course which im eligible fer in poly..which ish visual design..its d one n ONLI d..den mummy ask mii go ite study..haha..tis aint a bad choice oso..cuz its somewht d same as d poly..i can oso pick up a skill..n go fer attachments..onli nit to wear uni ma..tts all..im esp thankful to my parents..dey din even flare abt mii getting such lousy results...instead, dey were v encouraging..muaCkkx..so i chose digital animation n digital media design fer nitec courses..and biz event management fer higher nitec..bt i oso went to appeal fer poly courses..hopefulli i can get it la..god blesS..


was damn tired ytd..neglected dar..so sorri..bt i reali reali carn tahan..my mind jus auto shut down..i slpt late d nite b4..den woke up bright early d nxt dae..during work..i was lyk spacing out..my spirit donno go wher..den we went to eat all those snacks frm d stores opp us..LOL..eat till i gt a lil bit of sore throat..>.<..at least tt perk mii up a lil..if nt i reali fall aslp noe..den im sososososososo lazy ytd..i made pearleen ot till 9.30..hahahaha..cuz i don wanna b alone..if alone reali will fall aslp..den pearleen sae..if jon here..u sure wont fall aslp d..bt wrong le la..dar here i will slp somemore..in his chest..HAHAHAHAHAX..hope todae i wont b so tired..


well..new yr ish comin..n im reali excited abt it..MUAHAHAHAHAHAX..i donno y oso..i hope tis yr will b loads of fun yeahh..muahahahahx..gotto go..gng to meet phuA phua up @ tm..muaCkkx..daR..LURVE YA!!!!!

sEen thRu 10:48:00 AM

actuaLli gt alot of things to blog in over tis few daes..bt im jus plain lazy la..lets tok abt tmr ba..muahahahax..tmr will b d dae fer results le..OMG!!! im tryin vvvvvvv hard to stay calm man..[bt den..if u noe mii..in any test or exam..i wont bother abt d results d..fail i oso heck care..oso donno y i can remain in express..LOL..] bt tis tym!!! im reali freakin out..lord..u sae ask n i shall b given..nw i ask fer gd results..pls grant mii tt n gib mii joy..i hab faith in u lord..thx u..in jesus name Amen..


abt work..gt a tuitee..he ish indonesian chinese..a cute boii..long eye leashes..im suppose to teach him chi..its kinda difficult..cuz he don wanna speak chi..slowly ba..haha...fee ish 160..den mii n dar kinda quarrelled over it..cuz he sae it aint worth it..bt i jus forcefulli wanna take up d tuition..i noe im stubborn..bt i reali wanna try..

conflict aft conflicts man..we always hab disagreements..bt we always tok things thru..phew..i reali reali hate it when we argue n quarrel..haiish..bt we've ledi hook fingers n promise to try to nt quarrel le..muahaahah..dar gng camp soon le..i will miss him..hurry go in hurry come out okkie..`botAk


i found out tt..im more n more atrracted to dar le..doNno y nia..dardar..u more n more shuai n cute le..wahahahaha..tt dae..went to ur hse cook tt tym..suddenly find u vvv manly..LOL..suddenly become damn damn damn damn damn attracted to u..hahax..why nehh..hmmm...muaCkxx..


i don wanna work le la..im getting bored..im losing interest..bt i wan d money!!!! muaahahahaha..actualli tis job..nt bad..noe siti mira n baby..r all gd ppl..lilian too..[shes d boss] LOL..jus tt..everydae doin d same thing..god damn boring la..den..once again..customers all so dumb..tis few daes my temper nt so bad le..cuz menses over?! i nvr reali complain or wht le..hahaa..ryte dar?! heexx..


phua phua..i wanna go out wib u..sianZatiOn..dardar..i wanna pei ni..yawn ness..

sEen thRu 11:37:00 PM

todae gt off..specialli take off fer todae..cuz dar sae i nvr pei him..T.T..sorri..so..went to dar's hse todae..den his mummy sick..wib tummy ache..den we went to ntuC to buy some stuFf to coOk..whoOohoo..bought fishball, crabmeat, xiao bai cai, jin zhen gu, mushrm n tofu..so we gt a vvv nice soup..muahahahahah..den we ate..etC..den dar's mum went to tan tock seng [[how to spell]]..ker lian..tC kkz..gueSs wht..dar's mum ask mii go eat reunion dinner..whOoohoo..muz ask my mummy 1st..lOL..



went out wib dar n gang..to bugis..went makan den shop shop..was vvv tiring..even though we did nth much bt walk..LOL..i don lyk squeezy places..goSh..den..kinda lot of things pop up..dar..pls intro mii properly..i wan b a "proud" thing to b ur gf..T.T..so im quite upset abt tt..aft tt..went jalan..den yuan cai called..den tis tym..dar's turn to b sad..bt den ar..it makes mii v sad oso..combine wib wht haPpen earlier in d dae den makes mii v sad..haiish..den aft tt jiu okkie le..cuz we tok thru..den we sae we muz b happi couple..muahahahahhahaha..i lurbe u dar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


todae basicaLli..ish liDdat onli..jus wanna sae sorri to dar..n i lurve u v muCh..muaCkkx..

sEen thRu 11:52:00 PM

yawn..workin workin workin..d onli 2 things tt make mii haPpi r..takin salary n lOokin @ cute babieS..muahahaha..hapPi..bt things tt make mii frustrateD r alOt man..shall list a few..1st..STUPID LOUD CNY MUSIC LAR!!! PUT SO LOUD FER WHT!!!! DEAF AR!!! DEAF DEN DON LISTEN LA..its so damn fuckin loud, cannot hear wht d shit d customer ish blahing abt..n cannot tok to d customer properly..[[most customers r kok ears..dey carn hear properly..OR..dey r mentalli retarded..dey don understand wad the shit u're tokin abt..man its such a simple game..]] 2nd, explainin to customers abt d games n rules n stuFf ish..pure hell..yeah..lyk wht i sae..dey r mentalli retarded..either tt..or dey don hab brains..or rather common sense..


can b so pissed off..


todae..im freakin pissed off..bt still muz smile smile n serve..den go break..complain to irene..den aft tt..jiu okkie le..THX LAOGONG[[irene]] fer jus beinG dere fer mii..^^

wanna thx daRdar[[jon]] n nuEr[[phua phuA]]too..fer listening to my complains n stuFf..


anyway..i wanted to buy a $29.90 ring..bt decided nt to le..cuz its ugly if u look at it closely..LOL..no big deal..deres no diamond or even glass..so..not buyin ledi..muahahaha..i don wanna buy ring fer myself oso..absolutely meaningless..


daRdar ish siCk..omG..he become sexy guy le..hab sexy voice..lol..drink lots of water okkie..don b lyk mii..lose my voice..its vvvvvvv painful to nt to tok..reali reali..so..tC kkz..rest well..gt lil bit of fever..takE ya med kkz..don act strong ar!!! n den..try to forgive n forgt ba..muaCkmuacKkx..


survive fer another 2 more wkx!!! den tis job will b over!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!! salary!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!! new yr!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!! v.dae!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! take result!!!!!!!!!! boooooooo.........................


haha..baSiCalli..tts all todae..wan an..nitEx..peaCe..

sEen thRu 11:51:00 PM