wow..guesS watT...so mani damn things haPpened todae..make mi sOo damn depresSed n siCk man....1st..neo ask mi to his oFfice..ask mi aBt leader thingi..den he sae he don like my HAIR~!!!! omG..oLd man indEed.....den waTeva he said made mi so uneasy...i doNno watT to decide on..bt in e end i chooSe to stay..cuZ...gt advantages..tough will hab disadvantages oSo..bt!! i doNn wanNa regret nia..hahahax..thx to sya oSo..hahax..he saiD lotx ob stuff to moi tiS few daes..den after tT..tried to cheer myself up..bT i jus keep tinkin e stuff man...tink till i felt like cryin on e spot man...bt of cuz did control..haiZ..tink of it oSo saDded sia..den..i faIleD my tesTs..which was given baCk todae..poa n maths..honestly..i reaLi no confidence in my studies..haiZ..doNno y..suDdenly todae..i felt streSsed out..aw man..tT feelin suX..i found out..i gt aLotx of stuff to care abT..to worry abt..1st ish banD mosT impt thing to mi nw..band's welfare..band's well being..eTc..den my pLayin..my abilities in playin my instrument..my sight readin...piTchin..timin..den e cleanlinesS of my instru..i scared dirty..den studies..frenxship stuff..my duty stuff..haiZ..basicaLli ish quite a number of things..haiZ..of cuz reLationship stuFf...i jus hope fer nw...my band..our band..yuying concert band..can reaLi work hard together n achieve a silver!! aT least a silver..! we r prayin everydae..n practicin haRd everydae..u will hear e band everydae except fer wed..cuz tT dae ish study dae..so..on wed u can alwaes find mi n cheryl n mayb my gang in e library or in e canteEn..buryin our heads into e bks!! studyin....hahahahahahax..tmr studyin chem..mayb in library..hahax..
den i found out..............deRes a soLutioN to everything..den i felt much beTta..tTs y im abLe to smile n laugh after skoL..we pLayed music..n i jus knew i love musIc..it ish a thing tT cant leave my life n canNot b repLaced..tTs all..hahax..in e end..i wanNa sae..anTi ms chen!!! she sux like hell..>.<......

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