Tuesday, February 15, 2005
waTt a vaLentine todae....so damn saDded..1st
i waNna sae sori..i cant aCcept u..fer i cant forgt him....n its becuz of mi..everything went wrong fer him,mi n my cousin..needlesS to sae..u muz hab hated mi ryte..bt i canT help it oSo...u cant force loVe..sori i cant pull u out frm ya lonelinesS...i can tell u waTt i told other ppL..lonG b4 i've aLreadi said no..bt yet u waNna waiT..i canT do anything oSo..i seriously doN wish to see u wasTe ya tym leDi..go ahead fer another gaL...kkx..
todae chem cLass..kena by CYF..arsehoLe..kb soO much..todae enrichment we left e cLass..cuz she sae those nt interested can go baCk..den of cuz we go lo..den after tT i told my mum abT it..she said we were wrong..i kinDa agree oSo..so i guesS sayin sori to her tmr? haiZ..haIz..hAiz..Haiz....i vVvvv saDded..im troubLed..im down......i need to b repair..betTa still find a replacement..haiZ..
mum came hme..tok to mi vVv nicely..n i noe she meant well....she told mi loTx of stuff..n i understood..in the end..i told her.."durin cny...cousin din even spoke to mi..." den she replied..den let it b..i cried..n shook my head..she place her hand on my head.....n walk aWay..she doN understand how i wanted to tok to my cousin..how i long we can tok like b4...tell her my troubles..ask her to help mi soLve..stay up late..tok.............she don understand....i reaLi donNo watT to do..i don wanNa experience tis kinDa prob aGain..i had had enough since young..i don wanNa to b left aLone in the end aGain......i wan back the happi times we had...m demandin..........soBbxx
sEen thRu 1:27:00 PM
