hahax..nvm abT mi aLreaDi......................................................................
somehow..ppl don understand..hahax..i don undersTand toO..haI~.................................
i doN caRe le...i doN wanna care aLreadi...pHew..plx i waNna gib myselF a breaK................
quiT tokin abT relaTionshiP n frensHip.........................................................
lasTly..soRi a-zaI...soRi tT i din anS ur caLl..soRi i din contaCt u........soRi tT i raN awaY frm u................hoPefulLi..u caN paTch wiF ya gaL n staY haPpi............................
tO sYamim toO........gD lucK...................................................................

sEen thRu 9:05:00 AM

nowadaes i reaLi don unDerstand myseLf ledi..y do i feLt soOo saDdx? i usE to teLl <> to b independent..dOn rely on pPl sOo much..bT wen i turn arOund n taKe a peEk aT myself..i find tT..im e 1 Relying on the oTher persOn..vVvvVv muCh..my feelinGs canT b desCribe bY worDs..i reaLi canT find............soMething to repLace the perSon..maYb its e wroNg decisiOn..mayB i doN deserVe tT kinDa treaTment..hahax..mayB i M to b lidDat baX..i ouGht to aPologise to aLot aLot aLot of pPl..i hurT theM faR more den they haD..to mi..when i heaRd frm him..iTs like eveRything faLl..mY feelings wenT down to the lowerest..i daRe nt loOk up..i faLl..my heaRt faLl..n bRoke inTo pieCes..n sOme pieCes shaTtereD..i dId nt maNage to find e pieCes..n sOoo..my hearT is leFt wiF a biG big hoLe..n hahax..i broUght it upoN myseLf..toO foOlisH..duMb..bT nO poiNt tokin abT tis now aLreaDi..hahax..haI~...reaLi now..i cant lauGh ouT..im lack of bLood now..iTs driPping down..sLowly..life is drifTin awAy sLowly...i maY nt b as cHeerfuL as im..my life is a paRt of e draMa..aCting is cruciaL in my life..n im nt a gD aCtreSs..dO i reali nit to trUst pPl?? caN they b truSt?? muz i trusT them 1sT befOre they caN?? quesTions r in my braIn..i canT stop tinking..leT mi ouT of there..i caNt live wif it..i waNna crY..bT i canT..my teaRs wonT cum ouT..iTs onli my hearT..bLeedIn insIde of mi...................................................

sEen thRu 12:20:00 PM

can somebodi tells mi how love works?? i reaLi cant understand..waTt lies beneath it..does it mean wen u like a person u sing praises of love to him or her..wen u reaLi do change target u sing ur praises to oTher ppl..or iZzit im e 1 who is Blur?? i tink im..haI~ waTt m i jealous over? its all in e past ledi..cant trace back..cant undo..haI~iTs troublesum..he caLl..i din ans..sOoo..do i reaLi hav e heart fer him or another him..aw man..sux............

sEen thRu 3:55:00 PM

pHew..waTt a dae..tiRed sia..went hme at 12 plus sLpt till 6 plus..sHoick..lolx..nTh much toDae..saMe borin dae..tink tmr worsT naH..post-exam..siaNx..nvm..i gT coMics to aCcompanY mi..haIx..bT still..sIanx aRhx.....

sEen thRu 11:38:00 AM

i waNna asK..

Ques: dO loVe reaLi turN to haTred whEn soMethinG baD haPpens?? hmmMm........
sOme aNs: nT reaLi..mi n U broke up..bT we sTill reMain as e besT freNx..
hidDen aNs: u hurT mi oNce..deRes nO waY we caN recOver anYmore..

sOo...whIch is wHich..nT sure..

Ques: muZ we aViod eaCh oTher??
"saMe de e cHoiCes"

Ques: y dO we haV sOo maNi quesTions..sOmetimes qUestions caNt be aNs..

tiS is e coNclusioN i maDe..
i hav nO reaSon to b unhaPpi..
i haV nO reasOn to maKe up wiF him n expecT him to sae sTuff to mI like usUal..
i haV no reaSon to noE waTt he is uP to..waTt haPpened to him..
noNe..nTh haS a reaSon fer mI..i caNt finD aNy excuses..tTs e paY-baCk fer waTt ive dOne..hahax..
thOu its kinDa saDdx bt...coUraGe is sTill in mI..freNx r derE..theiR encOuraGemeNt..a sTream of liGht i see in them..sOo..i hoPe..loVe wonT turN to haTred..caNt we sTill b fren?
is loVe relaTionship reaLi tT impoRtanT? as lonG as u nOe their r pPl ouT derE caRin fer u..tinKin of u..iTs enOugh..fer mi..i saId i wonT aPoloGise tis tiMe..bT..thOugh i tinK it woNt maKe anY diFf to waTt i've doNe to u.."im sOrrY"..i doN exPect u tO reaLi befren aLreaDy..bT jus a haLow n Gd-bye fren..iF no..hahax..den..hmm..iTs up to u.....aFter tiS..i nOe how cruel life is..deRe is reaLi anGel frm the heLl......................................

sEen thRu 12:20:00 PM

haLow..

hmmm..sOri aRhx paLx..chaNge moi bLog..heex..bT waTeva..hOpe u guys wiLl like tis bLog even moRe den the other 1!! i'll b uPdatIn iT soOn..daRn sOon! >.< sOo......haPpi waItin..mUz l@@k forwaRd kKx..hahax..sOo....................................i gueSs i niT to ruN oFf..buaIx loh..!!

sEen thRu 10:20:00 AM